看透了

很多时后，总是身不由己。
很多东西，并不是自己能控制。
不论是在工作还是朋友，
不论是亲情还是爱情。
或许把事情看化点，很多东西都变得不一样。
想把事情看淡点，不要那么重视或在乎，
或许比较好。


有时真得觉得自己很好笑。
努力也努力过了。
很多东西，还是在原点。
他那么近，却感觉好遥远。
真的有爱情的声音吗？
那种快乐，真得都漂浮在周围吗？
真得不知道。。。。

或许时间久了，
习惯了，很多都会变得不一样。
我确实很珍惜，
一切由时间证明。
再维持这样，不懂我会做什么。

Love with no reason

Check this out~~~~
Girl asked her Boyfriend
GF: Why do you love me?
BF: I have no reason.
GF: No. Give me a reason.
BF: Oh.okay... 'beCoz you're beautiful, caring 'and attractive.
Girl was satisfied,
Then one day she got sick and look Terribly Thin, Pale and Weak...
GF: Do you still love me?
BF: Now that you're not pretty and attractive do i have a reason to love you?
Girl Cried...
The boy hold her hand 'n say...
BF: Now you Understand?
"Love doesn't need reasons. I Love You 'and still love you no matter what Happens."

If there is a reason of loving you, i wont hold until now. isnt? :) 

So you should know and understand how's my heart think right?^^

I want to be yours not for a day,
I want to be yours not for a year,
I want to be yours for a lifetime.
 So, no matter what happens to us in the future..
everyday we are together is the greatest day of my life.. 
I really appreciated and willing to work hard with you no matter wat hapen :)

♥ mY promise To YOu ♥

You're precious, this is true.

For you, there's nothing I wouldn't do.

No one means more to me, you see.

That's why I am there for you,

and you're there for me.

I promise you that
I will be your good girl all the time..
I promise you that

I will share all my thoughts and feelings with you…

I promise you that

I will understand everything that you do…
I promise you that
I will be completely honest with you…
I promise you that
I will not mess up my stuff and check everything before that..
I promise you that
I will share my life with you and to stay with you,

through life's ups and downs.

I promise to hug you,when you are sad.

I promise you wipe away your tears,when the world lets you down.
I promise to hold you even when you let go.
I promise to be yours forever,if you'll be mine for always.
I promise to love you,more and more each day.
I promise that you will be my one and only the only love of my life! ♥

Hope you the same too ... ♥

I believe that GOD above created u for me to love..

He picked u out from all the rest..

because He know I Love u the best.. ♥
take care

♒ 水瓶座 Aquarius ➲ (1/20 - 2/18)

有那麼一種朋友、在你被別人誤會時
他會站出來替你說話、不用你解釋
他也會相信你、就算你做錯了、他也會輕易的原諒你
因為他瞭解你、懂你、遇到這種朋友要好好珍惜

水瓶座、理解她們的人很少、她們理解的人卻很多
水瓶座總是充當守護天使最佳的人選
因為人們大多數看見的是她們的笑容
水瓶座擁有燦爛的笑容、可以掩飾一切的笑容
水瓶座一直被人當作小孩子
一直被當作不懂悲傷的幼稚小孩子
水瓶座的內心一直奢求別人更多的安慰和呵護

如果水瓶座決定和你在一起了
那就說明你是他們這一生都認定的人了
你會很少聽到他們說我喜歡你我愛你這樣的話
至多他們在熱戀的時候會說句我想你了
他們會在你很不在意的時候說一句我愛你
在你詫異的同時、不會再聽到第二遍了
並且瓶子臉上的表情不像是在表白、很糾結吧 

水瓶座總覺得自己很孤獨
其實並不是沒人在身邊
只是想要的人不在
瓶子出門時總會時不時看看手機
如果你發現瓶子和你出去時不玩手機了
那麼你就是她最珍惜的那個人 

不要欺騙不要欺騙不要欺騙
不要欺騙不要欺騙不要欺騙水瓶座
瓶子討厭不誠實的人

水瓶座最大的弱點就是心軟
即使受到再大的打擊和傷害
只要對方低下頭來說對不起
虔誠的道歉、我們就會忍不住說沒關係
水瓶座最見不得別人哭、看到痛哭流涕的人
會不由得去同情、去安慰
水瓶座的心最軟、也最容易受傷
生活的瑣碎、習慣了一個人承受

水瓶是孤獨的、從來不喜歡和別人搶東西
希望在身邊的人都是心甘情願的留下來
人來人往中、要水瓶對一個人上心不容易
初接觸水瓶的人都被他那種不冷不熱的態度嚇走了
但真正走進水瓶心裡的人
就會發現水瓶對人好起來是沒有底線的
那些錯過水瓶的人、損失哦   

LOVE

True Love doesnt need any declarations....
coz when hearts r connected any formality is totally unneccesary ♥
as long You understand my Love....
I dont care abt d rest of d world,
coz You r my world...
n Your Love is all I need in my Life ♥

ur love shows the way to heart
ur care shows the way to happiness
ur direction shows the way to right path

I wan become ur ATTENTION and Priority XD

Feelings today

This is the rainbow i saw today. its nice and beautiful.
I still remember you told me,
the most beautiful moment is around evening.

Today i chit chat with my friends, about love.
Its quite fun, but its just make me think of you.
actually i know, You quite far apart from me.
As you choose to ignore, choose not to let me near you.
Sometime, you din even willing to find me or reply me.
And you din even tell me how you feels bout us now..
I just don wish to complain or nag..
Because i said i will wait, i mean it.
Its just the matter you are going to appreciate o not one day.
But i do believe, if you still got the heart
You will appreciated and care back me one day..
But if continuous like that, and you still the same,
I guess, i will know the answer already.
As, i will tired too one day because i keep on put efforts.
I know some guys, prefer to be silent.
Just use their act, to say out wat they thought.
That time, i will respect you.
And put everything in heart.



Close together or far apart, you're forever in my heart.

Her wish

She loves to cry,
because she is sensitive.
her tears can fall down anytime if anything related to you.

She is quite small gas,
even small things, will get angry easily, because she cares.

She is lazy.
Always wan you to help her do this and that.
Always wan you to help her clear all the bones before she eat.
Actually, she really appreciated all these.

She is careless.
Always forget to take things.
Always forget to care your feelings.

She might not a good girlfriend.
Always want you to allow her hang out at night.
Which makes you feels insecure last time which she really regretted now..
But even she at outside, she stil think about you.

She is friendly,
that y she have a lot of friends no matter is guys or girls.
But in her heart, there is only one person stay inside who she care the most.

She is not a gold digger.
She don need a rich guy.
She need a loyal and caring guy only.

She is selfish,
She want 100% OWN her MAN.
And wan 100% attention from HIM.

She loves playing around,
Especially with you, because she loves to see you smile.
She love to make you happy.

She's good in hiding.
Sometime she's act like she doesnt care,
actually, she cares.
She just wan you to put more attention on her

She knows she have a strange personality like you.
She knows she not the prettiest or the best girl in the world,
but she always try to give the best to you....
She's willing to spend her time with you, support you, help you and care you.

She feels insecure,
Sometimes, she feels that, everything had changed.
And you wont come back......

She just wish you and her can appreciated what you guys have now.

Live every moment... Love everyday... Because before you knew it precious time slips away... Nothing that’s worthwhile is ever easy. Remember that.

She hopes if you still care and got the heart, work hard together.
True love never run smoothly, i wonder is this true?

不具名的悲傷

若是這世界只剩下1分鐘，我會愛你到最後一秒


The moment i watched this clip, i feels we should appreciated what we had.
Future is unpredictable. You might not know, wat happen next.
I know, i had been through a life which is quite tough for me。
which i have to be very strong to face this everyday.
i duno what his intention or purpose of doing this.
I din even know wat he want or whether to blif everything he said.
But, no matter how, i will be strong.
I know he never appreciated me now, for everything i did.
But, times heal.

For you, Keith

Do you stil remember our song? Sometime when we touched.
Untill today, every morning when i woke up,
you are the person who comes in my mind..
you are the person i wish you are always here for me.

I know, our story had past for 4 months already.
Yet, I still never give up and i always put efforts.
I don know, in your heart. Am i Still the same inside?
or, being replace by someone?
i know it is my choice to wait and see,
but i will have to bear the consequences when the day come..
no matter how hurt......

I know, because in the past.. had hurt you..
But actually, we are just hurting each other all the time isnt.
Mayb at this moments, you had learn to let go already.
Mayb at this moments, you had learn not to care bout it already
Mayb, Im 'nobody' for you now.

I remember back when you were here with me
How you've made my world complete
But now I'm left alone

I know sometimes you treated me bad,all those painful things you've put me through
But I'm still loving you and i never give up,
coz i hope that maybe someday you'll change.
Actually u should know I don't need a perfect or rich one,
I just need someone who can make me feel that I'm the only one..

Only someone special can make me happy without doing anything,
and that person was you..
i really miss you all the time..

I guess, future is unpredictable.
I cant expect us, expect anything from you anymore.
Even though i really hope, you are still here for me.
I really hope, we can back to our sweet moments...
I hope your care for me.. never stop.....
I really hope, im not yet been replaced :(

I hope you be happy all the time and i dint force you or pressure you..
I just tried to prove to you and give my best to you..
I know everything has gone to memories
I just wish I knew the truth behind the lies.
Will you come back one day?

Take care.

A Thousand years

that time when i post you this song..
Its means everything for us..
But i think that time, you dint notice..
Every part of the lyrics...
I shown my love to you..
But you dint notice..
I did appreciated. I did put heart.....
I remember i let you listen two songs..
But you seems no give any respond..
0-0-0-0-0-0-0-0-0-00-0-0-0-0-0--0

How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer

I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath Every hour has come to this
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more..

comments

Why cheat on someone?
Why cheat on someone who decided to commit to you?,
Why cheat on someone who gave up time with their friends and family just to spend time with you?. They decided to settle for you and gave all of their heart to you, so why put someone who loves you with everything they have through this pain?

Cheating should never be an option in a relationship, if the relationship gets boring then talk it out with one another and if you can’t save the relationship then end it rather then “Cheat”.

Remain loyal and faithful to the person you are with because how would you feel if someone who you gave your all to turned around and cheated on you?,

Some people say “Shit happens” when they cheat, but honestly that’s not how it works because it takes two people to cheat, it “Happened” because you let it happen, you let this situation take place.

You know in your mind that it would hurt the other person if you cheated so you have the choice to say yes or no.

So all I have to say is don’t risk this relationship and make a stupid mistake.

Just be loyal and faithful to the person you are with.

不要驚動愛情

太想要擁抱 所以在祈禱
求學會放手 慢慢去尋找
找不到完美 找天長地老
當雙眼模糊 還會擁抱
一步一步靠近 你才會珍惜我 的心
因為我還相信 有永恆的愛情

我的愛洶湧像大海 而我卻要忍耐
只願一天你會醒來
愛情會像翅膀打開
還沒有擁抱不要意外 等待上帝安排
將來細水長流 我們才承諾
拿一生去換愛

要為愛情學習按捺 把感覺收回來
依靠上帝讓我明白 被馴服的愛更精彩
帶著微笑去等待花開 用盼望去灌溉
在你情願一天 我們才擁抱
不止息的相愛
我的沉默叫醒愛情 你用期待把我吸引
繼續走近 直到開始愛

黃鴻升(小鬼) - 不敢太幸福

總是有人這麼說
男人像風
抓不住也帶不走
沒錯是我　在遇見你之前
被放逐在人海之中漂流

你的心像個枕頭
讓我做夢
融化了我最硬的寂寞
不管這世界多麼瘋狂多失控
有你在身邊那些小事情在意什麼

甚至不敢太幸福　只怕會失去你
懷抱絕無僅有的決心因為你
原諒　我這一次如此的任性
給我鼓勵　全心全意　只想愛你

因為不敢太幸福　所以我更珍惜
現在就擁抱彼此　不要再分離
請你感受這次　我愛的勇氣
相不相信　說幾萬次　也說不膩
愛你


~~~~~~~~~~

曾经，因为你， 我感受到幸福。
从来，没有防备，你会离开的一天。
如今，你的离开，让我真得不知所措。
现在，真得不敢太幸福了。。。
一切都来的快去的也快。。。

在意

我就是很在意。
我就是不开心。
我就是不明白。

何谓真心朋友？
我喜欢和不喜欢不难分辨吧？

心里 还是受伤了。
原谅我，我真得无法接受。
请体谅我的自私和小气。
我真得，很在意。

想法

有时 我经常问自己
是否有那么真正了解我的一个人 吗？
算来算去，坦白说，也不多。
或许有些懂一些不懂一些。。
就并没有真正了解的一个。。

我不善于 表达自己心情
有时不开心，不喜欢。也宁愿不表达出来。
当然，这样做必然有我的原因。

每一个心情故事都有不一样的听众
毕竟，每个故事，有适合那故事的听众。
也不是所有的听众都会明白或了解。。

毕竟我的看法，想法，喜欢或不喜欢什么，
不是每个人都懂。
我也明白，不一样的人，有不一样的观念。
只是，身为朋友，当然支持是一定会存在的。

我喜欢自由，我有时也宁可独自一个人，
谁都不理，做自己想做做的事情。

我也不是个很好的朋友，但我还是会用心对待。
有需要帮忙，一定会帮。
你对我好，我自然就会对你好。

感情友情都很珍贵。
如果可以，用心 点 大方 点 看开 点，
事情都会变得不一样。

Missing

When i miss him..
Tears are falling...
Pains are in my heart..
Memories are in my mind..
Everything which there is no turn back..

I miss everything of us..
Whats app, phone, hang out..
I wish you still can be here for me..
But, silent still remain and the same..

APPRECIATED

今天，鼓起勇气，仰望了。
酸 依然还在
看见 相片中 的快乐
真得 觉得安慰
一切都不一样
过去所有的承诺 都消失了
只是 心里 没有 改变
关心 从来没有停留。
只是 放在心里。
只希望你过得快乐。
珍惜你。
希望你听到这首歌 会想起我。。

好朋友的离开，
让我了解了，凡是都不要太计较，不要顾虑太多，
很多东西，当失去了，就会留下遗憾。
做人，还是开心点，大方点，看开点。
难得的缘分，难得的友谊。。。
为什么不干脆点？
珍惜，比什么都来得重要。
加油吧
珍惜身边的每个人 :)

For him, Glory

For Him.... -------- DANIEL TANG

I knew him since October 2011, when the time my best frien jackson from KL came back for holiday and he bring me and join them. We meet at Abstine, i still rmb, that was the first time you took my number, and we started to whats app and u told me your past.. you told me you need someone to accompany so that you wont think negatively. And i know im whats app freak as im FREE most of the time, so we started to get closer thru that..

The second time we meet was KGK. You dated me. I knew Kimmy and Cindy from you, and i still rmb, that time, we did club happily.. eventhough i do not know you friends.. but i did enjoy. Thank you. I know you worry i will bored, so u kp on ask Kimmy to accompany me...
I know, we just like brother and sister, accompany each other when we bored, emo, unhappy.. I know you told me before, you wan to have more and more friends.. and you did.. this is what you feel proud at...but what i feel sad is, our photo is not that much........even though we always club together.......
Since 25.01.2012, 3.30am, you leave us.............. forever.......
I stil rmb on the previous day, 24Jan, ur bday.. we did talk on the phone awhile.. I asked you, did you go and celebrate, you said, you just gamble at ur frien hse.. i told you if you need companion im always here for you............ But, on the time 6am.. I receive Francis call.... Which is really shock me and i really couldnt believe its true.... but its fact, you had passed away.

What i really feel upset is, Im so sorry, I always reject you when you date me.....I know everything is just too late.... how i hope, you are here right now, and i date you everyday and we hang out all the time..

I still remember you told me, Im your rainbow, because when the time you unhappy, im always here for you no matter how late it is, im still comforting you, accompany you talk phone and mk u feel better..

And im happy too when i was emo, you always here for me and acc me, esp the time im just broke up and when im down.. even sometime i know you are quite busy.. but the last time we meet...... i've scold you... :( im sorry....

But now, what i can say is.. i miss you.. i really miss you...

Rest in peace brother, no matter how, i promised, i will be tough.. and try to be happy.. i will pray for you.. and i love you. you always in my heart...

彩虹在哪？

今天的我
只想发泄

我的彩虹不见了。。
曾经，下雨天时，他都会出现。
如今，他离开我了。。。

你说过。。。
你不会离开我。。
你说过。。。
你希望可以一直疼惜我。。。
你说过。。。
我没去过的地方都会想做第一个带我的。。
你说过。。。
你不管发生什么事情，都会对我坦白。。
你说过。。。
你会陪我度过难过时期
你说过。。。
会陪我打油。。。。。。。
你说过。。。
我们都要这样快快乐乐继续下去。。。

但是，你选择了把一切画上句号。。
消失不见。。
也选择了。。。不理我。。

我知道我不能怨
因为我不是你的谁。。。。。。

要怪也只好怪我自己好傻。。
明明知道不可能。。
还要抱希望。。
还一直认为，我们可以快乐很久。。。。。。。。。。

只能说，我受伤了。。
我这次真得受伤了。。。

复杂

很多的不请不楚
很多的不明不白
弄得我们好复杂

好混乱
好无助
好犹豫

很在乎
很喜欢
很习惯

有时侯，多希望你是我的。
但是，一切 都不可能。